Friday, February 16, 2007

You Choose...

“Career and money are important but in your pursuit of them, don't lose sight of the big picture and sacrifice your happiness and soul as a result.”

~.*+.~+*.~

i miss church life, wesley, ministry, sunday school and the kids, the wind ensemble.
i miss my music, my piano, my flute, my scores, playing in a band.
i miss studying, my books, my projects, research, lab experiments, uni lectures, exams. i am slowly forgetting. Not doing all these things now makes me feel incredibly STUPID.
i miss the sense of fulfillment and satisfaction i used to get when i achieved/finished sthg i never thought i could.
i miss my family, my mum's cooking, my room.

keeping myself occupied doesn't help. emptiness greets u when u reflect at the end of each day. life goes on. but what i really really want seems so far away. too far away. is it all going to be worth it?

In His time.
All things are made Beautiful in His time.

May Your Will be done.

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